Even I had Questions
Now I’m exploring exciting new things, sharing unique ideas, meeting interesting new people, and being brave enough to embrace the challenges that come my way.
Inspired by the profound works of renowned artists such as Nan Goldin, Paul Stuart, and Helmut Newton, I find myself deeply questioning my own artistic intentions and motivations. I aim to challenge my audience's perceptions and encourage them to ponder the narratives behind my work, exploring what inspired me and how dark my thoughts were during the moments of creation. It feels as if I have awakened a new lust for artistry, a desire to create something that remains unseen and untouched—something that dances on the edge of taboo yet remains undeniably intriguing.
I quickly learned that if you truly want to engage in play, you have to take significant risks; you need to push yourself to do more than your peers or competitors. It was all so new and exciting to me, and I definitely wasn’t going to shy away from the opportunity to learn about all the new and intriguing things that caught my interest.
I won’t say no unless I truly felt uncomfortable or didn’t have enough information to move forward confidently. My creativity and willingness to explore new ideas have opened the doors to exciting new opportunities that I never thought possible. It wasn’t easy at times; it often forced me to push past my comfort zone, which was a challenging experience. However, once I completed those endeavors, I would take the time to modify them to better align with my own tastes and personal preferences.
I later found out this was called NfCM, (naked female clothed male). For me, this was more about the intricate dynamic of the couple involved, who were married and deeply connected. I found myself contemplating how such a relationship was possible, who truly held the power in this partnership, and how I could effectively capture and convey this complex story through my images.
To be fair, this certainly wouldn’t be the last time I asked this particular question. Working with couples consistently created a myriad of questions that often remained unanswered until, eventually, I began exploring more things myself in depth.
