Constantly changing

I never feel like i’m going in the right direction, I don’t have people family friends that help. I guess because they are always looking in my face. So I have to go away learn it, try it, see if it works and try again. This makes everything I do take longer, then I have to take into account being neurodivergent we is sometime a blessing and sometimes a not.

I just want to take photographs and see money in the bank and leave the rest of the work to someone else but that costs. It’s nice that people tell me how great my work is and that I should produce more, but I don’t see the support when I need it. so many creators are happy to take ideas or use my skills to further there own careers but are absent when it’s time to pay it forward.

So as with most things giving up is not in me so I will keeping pushing forward until the results arrive and hopefully I will be still young enough to enjoy them.

So at some point I will revamp my website again, take out the unnecessary or make it smaller and continue to create erotic content. I will also explore pornographic content, for a limited time and to make money unless it fully grabs my soul and I canter find a way back.

if you have ideas feel free to send them across.