So now I’m flying solo on this exciting creative journey, and I firmly believe that practice makes perfect. You have to get your hours in to truly hone your craft, so I’m diving into the art of learning rope techniques, exploring the intriguing world of impact, trying out wax play, and a few other tantalizing things. All the while, I’m searching for a captivating muse who can help me elevate my artistry to the next stage and inspire me in new and unexpected ways.

Believe me, that’s truly no easy task at all. I’m not a full-time artist, even though I would absolutely love to be one. However, I also have family commitments that keep me grounded in the real world, so I guess my muse must be busy at times just like I am. It’s a lot to ask of my creativity given all the distractions and responsibilities in my life.

So the exciting search is now officially on to find an adventurous individual who is deeply into BDSM, eager to explore their passions further, and is completely open to the idea of being photographed and showcased to the world in all their bold glory.

I had already begun to explore the fascinating world of kink and BDSM; I just didn’t know that’s what it was actually called at the time. So, when the opportunity presented itself, the jump into this colourful realm wasn't that hard for me, as I had already been dabbling in various aspects of these intriguing activities.

The more I played and explored within this tantalising realm, the deeper I felt myself sinking into the expressive and intricate side of BDSM. I now understood how to communicate in this captivating new way, discovering that my understanding of expression had expanded significantly. It was as if I had unlocked a door linking those expressions with dynamic movement and enticing sound, and I became fascinated with how I could beautifully capture that multifaceted essence in a single, striking image.

I had now made a fascinating switch from working solely with traditional models to collaborating with women who were much more interested in kink and BDSM. It was a strange yet exhilarating experience because I didn’t need to teach them the intricacies of posing like standard models. Instead, I simply allowed them to be their true selves, capturing the raw, unfiltered intimacy as our scene unfolded beautifully, revealing layers of vulnerability and strength.

It was as though every new experience brought with it a fresh and enlightening lesson, revealing the vast array of desires that people hold. Each moment seemed to unfold with a unique charm, and once the blood rushed to the skin, igniting those heightened sensations, all bets were off. In that exhilarating state, you found yourself navigating the depths of more primal instincts, where desires took the lead and the ordinary faded into the background.

My skills have significantly increased over time, and the risks I now take are carefully calculated, reflecting a thoughtful approach to my work. With a deep and comprehensive understanding of the various techniques that I utilize, I feel more confident in my ability to navigate the creative challenges that come my way.

Not only do I still strive to create beautiful and captivating work, but I also have a new and exciting chapter to explore in my artistic journey. While not everything will revolve around photography, it will undeniably remain a significant and vibrant part of what this side of me continues to create and express.

Out of all of this thrilling excitement, a brand new creative persona was born. -FEAR- is all about the deep and fascinating exploration of kink and BDSM; it is through this artistic lens that I can delve into experiences and emotions in a much more intimate and fulfilling way.

This is just the exciting beginning of my artistic journey, and I have all sorts of intriguing plans in the works. I truly look forward to finding a muse who can inspire and help bring all my creative ideas to life. If that doesn't happen, I'm absolutely determined to enjoy all the dynamic collaborations and artistic adventures that come my way along the journey.